Monday, December 20, 2010

Day 5 - Your Dreams

My dreams. They are almost like everyone else's.

In my dreams.... (INCEPTIONNNNN) lol jks.

My dream job is to be a race car driver. I've been wanting that for as long as I can remember. I love racing games, and I love cars. I love driving, and I would most certainly to drive on a track, fast! It's a thrill. Currently limited as I have no car with potential of being track worthy, and I don't even know where a track would be =D. For now, I can only go fast on highways. I know I'm not the only one to do this. LOL. Only once in a while, for a little fun. And I know someone who drives crazy fast, so fast I would never dare approach those speeds. Not on public roads with that kind of car anyways.
So, that's my dream job.

My dream, that I wish to live is to be rich!
Okay, well not like Steve Jobs, or Bill Gates rich. Just rich to live very comfortably in a house just a little bigger than me, my wife and 2 kids. LOL. At least 2 cars, excluding my old school collection, which would consist of maybe 1960s American muscle cars (The ONLY American cars I would EVER buy). AE86, GTR34, and the current GTR TO NAME A FEW... To be honest, I have no interest in the Ferraris, and Lamborghinis.

I don't want money to be my limitation. Ever.  Unlike right now, where I would have to consider each purchase I make. Of course I'm not saying my dream is to drop 5 grand on a suit, on any given weekend cause I felt like it. 2, 3 suits a year would be more than plentiful.

I love clothes! If you know me, you would know this. I want to go shopping and buy a whole closet. Obviously over a long period of time, not a single shopping trip. A nice big walk-in closet, hung up with organization by formal, semi-formal, preppy, and casual looks. With the corresponding shoes sitting below. All of this with beautiful soft white or yellow lighting, on dark brown, near black wood for both the closet separators, and hard wood flooring. The lights MUST shine on my shoes. I love shoes.

A small watch collection would be nice, but I wouldn't go crazy over them. 5, or 6 should do the trick. Nothing fancy.

This is all just small tangible stuff. What I really want is love (to love and be loved) and ultimately happiness. I'm sure this part, everyone wants. This is probably the hardest thing to acquire. It cannot be bought with money (although money can certainly increases your chances, but never guarantee it). This is my true wish, and true dream. Love and happiness. Currently, in my position, this is a never ending quest that I deeply yearn to complete.

I think I see it right in front of me sometimes, but then it disappears. I never know if that was what I was looking for, or if I was just too late to grab it. The high of seeing it, then the drop of it disappearing brings me to my knees each time. I just have to find the time, strength, and courage inside of me to stand up again.



- My thoughts, made tangible

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

teenager that drive fast are dum as fuck,they think they cool n shyt but they riskin their life.but ye you need a track to do that shyt hahaha not on the road

Jack said...

Relax. I really don't do it often. And I'm not that fast. But I have to admit. It's really fun.

Most of the time, I drive speed limit, and keep it safe, and most of all: comfortable!

Anonymous said...

Seriously, don't hurt yourself or others when you do it, though.