Saturday, January 29, 2011

Too Far To Reach

What do you know when you know exactly what you want, but can't have it.
That one thing that you want makes everything else insignificant. That thing is the only thing of value to you.

You see it. You are staring at it with a desperate reach.
You want it. It is so close to you.
You can almost touch it. But you can't.
I said almost touch it. It is just out of reach.
Too bad your arms are too short.

How would you feel if this is happening to you?
You don't know? I'll tell you.

It feels terrible. It feels like your insides are torn apart. You can't think clearly, every decision will probably lead you from bad to worse. So you choose to do nothing. After all, what is there you can do? You're too short to reach.
Don't say stupid shit like "get a chair". I'll break that chair on your head.

A gun, 1 bullet, and a note, is all I need to end this misery.
Or a high balcony... Yea. I have that...



- My thoughts, made tangible

1 comment:

Gordon said...

perhaps another way could be to just deal with it. many people would say otherwise, but life is fair. you have the good times and the bad times. it's just in most people's perspective that the bad times stick out more... obviously cuz theyre bad. when you're having fun, it's just.. almost the norm. thats when most people take having fun for granted.

something may be out of your reach, but there are a whole lot of things right in front of your face :)
cheer up, bud :P