Unproductive

Today was a snow day. UTSC, UTM, and even my high school had a snow day. UTSG however, didn't! Pretty funny. xD

I said to myself that I would do some work today. That did not happen. Instead, I spent the first half of the day video editing and uploading my first vlog. I then later was skyping with a friend for about 3 hours. My mom came home with take out for dinner. I ate it while watching Iron Man 2.

After realizing I had wasted my entire day, I printed out the practice problems for one of my courses of which I will be completing tomorrow before class starts. I also printed out the notes required for tomorrow's class. That is about all of the school work I have done. =/

I wanted to vlog today, but that didn't work out to well. I kept the footage though, I'll decide what to do with it later. But, I know I'm going to make a vlog on Sunday. I'm headed to Hamilton to see a couple of friends. That should be fun. What should I talk about in the vlog? I'll try to think of a topic. I'm not going to Hamilton this weekend anymore =(

Judging by how you did the same way of hiding a message, I guess you read mine too. If not, well then, this is here for... reference I guess. I a little log, or diary for myself. 
As usual, I am unable to tell you these stuff in person. Even if I could, I guess it's too late now; considering I already know your answer. So, you might ask, why do I bother saying it now? To be honest, I don't know. Maybe I just want to let it out; somewhere you might see it. A small sliver of hope I cling on to. 
Truth is, I've liked you before you've known it. I remember liking you before you left for Quebec, and I was debating whether or not to tell you. I was thinking, you were leaving, thats a good 4 months, and that you might even stay there for a couple of years, I guess no point in telling you. So I didn't. To be honest, I thought it died during the summer, I then realized it was merely hibernating till I saw you again at bowling. 
I kinda still want to talk to you about this, but really, what is the point? There is none. Internal conflict. If you want to talk about this, feel free to approach me and ask me. I think I'd ask you to ask me, but you know, again, what is the point?
Between you and I, I still want to be more than just friends, something like good friends, or close friends. It just feels better for me inside. 


Maydoh?

- My thoughts, made tangible