Torn

Torn between two decision, neither of them with a happy ending. But I must choose one or the other. To add to the agony, there is very limited time to make the decision. What is there that I can do?

Perhaps nothing. Ride out the bumps, and get up after falling if I have the energy to stand up again.

To hide a leaf, you would place it in the forest. That is why I am standing in the rain, to hide my tears, as I can no longer hold them back.

Shouldn't I be used to this by now? Each time, the sting is just as vibrant as the last, as if it was the very first.